For you,i'd cross this world.

2005-05-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday
nothing much happened yesterday except for the hockey match.
crescent lost to st.nicks.but,both played very well.
st nicks is so sweet.they cheered for us even though we lost the match.
in the end we got nationals 4th position.not bad too lahh.((:
It's alright though.

CRESCENT HOCKEY NUMBER ONE!<33333

Today
it's so boring now.i've just change my blog layout.i think it looks nicer now.((:
heh.chatted with clara just now.she cheered me up hella loads.so,THANKS CLARA DAHH.((:
*be hounored k clara kohh*haha.waiting for my sister to be back.my stomach is grumbling like hell.i need my lunch!!gladys aw!!pftt.nvm.im being mad here.
going to do self training[hockey] ltr with my sis.okay,i better go complete my science theory first.((:

hey, yeah
Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m…

Chorus:
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…

CHORUS:
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

Come on, now
Oh, yeah

Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go

Repeat CHORUS

2005-05-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

i got back my results today.it was lousy.i guess ive got to work harder.pftt.
english;59[c5]
higher chinese;67[b3]
literature;54.6[c5]
history;46[d7]
dnt;[b3]
maths;67[b3]
science;56.7[c5]

lousy,huh?sigh.maybe i didnt put in enough effort.maybe it's quite tough.
forget it.anyway,it's over le.((:

went to queensway shopping centre after school to make class tee.haha.fangying got to pay 4o bucks deposit.heh.poor her!partly my fault though cos i forget to bring my wallet.then,went back to school to wait for denise.it rained heavily when we were walking halfway.damn.fy and i were drenched from top to toe.then we went to the toilet to dry our shirt.but i ended up drying my hair with the hand-dryer.heh.yupp.im now blogging in the com lab with my clique.they are so ENGROSSED IN HABBO HOTEL.KEEP SAYING BOBBA.It's so DIAO.heh.

woah.i LOVE untitled.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No, I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I want to start this over again
So I try to hold on to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No, I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

2005-05-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

went jogging this morning.pftt.vomited after that.and had stomach upset.it was so terrible.i guess it's all bcos i drank too much water before running.
then went to raffles hospital to visit fangying.went there with denise,huiwei,xinshyan,cheryl[MY NUMBER ONE DARLING],cuiting,clara and yingmin.she was so touched that we came to visit her with fruits,comics,cds,a super cute pillow and our handmade mushy card.then,her tears sprang to her eyes and i started crying too.i feel sad.i dunnoh why.this is so retarded.we kept her company.omg.the ward looks like 5 stars hotel.it's really beautiful.then i rushed to meredian shopping centre to get my haircut.haha.so spiky.then went to bugis parco to get a shirt which ive been eyeing for.huiwei and denise also bought the same one.heh.then went to eat some retarded icecream which i always get them on my nose*winks to huiwei*.my mum called and i went back home.the first thing my sis said when she saw me was:"wow!nice hair!but look like durian."i was so pissed off.but nvm.

oh ya.i love this song>3

So much beauty in life
Shining on the outside
Empty on the inside
I get lost sometimes
Blinded by the flashing lights
Distractions always in my eyes
So i'm following the sound, the sound of my heart
Beating

[chorus]
You can take it all away
I don't need it
Underneath, i'll still be the same
You can take it all away
I don't need it, it's not me
You can take it all, take it all away
I'll still be the same

Are you hiding still?
Don't you want to love yourself?
Don't you know that someone will?
Time can turn it around
Leave it all that's dribbled down
That's the only way to find it out
Are you following the sound, the sound of your heart?
Beating

[chorus]

Coming in with nothing, leaving with the same
It's all inside
Coming in with nothing, the only thing that saves
Is here inside

[chorus]

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2005-05-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

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2005-05-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

yay.exams are finally over.and,im finally blogging.it's been like stone ages ago.heh.
yupp.

today
had sexuality talk today.it's boring though.we were practically playing throughout the whole thing.we hooked our legs together and started shaking them.heh.it was quite stupid though.halfway through the thing,darling,fangying came.she's having gastric flu,but she still came.sigh.GET WELL SOON DARLING!yupp.nothing much today.we just threw red beans into ppl's blouses.heh.and now,im blogging in the com lab.how boring.pftt.

yesterday
last day of the exams.denise,huiwei,xingjuan,jolena and i went to a shopping spree after the dnt paper.heh.pftt.now i hate shopping.i like the buying things part,but the walking part is stupid.my legs are aching.aww.pftt.then,we went to denise's house.we played basketball and some netball too.yupp.I LOVE HER HOUSE.IT'S SO WINDY.PFTT.heh.Then,we did some art stuff.it's quite interesting though.((:
went home after that.i smsed my mum and
she was like:where are you now?
me:im at tanjong pagar.i went to denise's house.u know mah...after exams le,...
mum:means wad?
me:means to relax.hahas.
mum:u ah.sigh.call me when you reach home.
yupp.this is so stupid.hooray.i cant wait for the chalet with the class during the june holidays.i bet it will be so much fun.heh.

i can finally forget her.congrats me.((:
LIMITED ROCKS.

2005-05-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

xingjuan rawks!![she type de]

she dun!!heh.dnt was hilarious.mr chan didnt zip up his pants.hahas.saw his undies' colour!!BLACK!WE EXPECTED HIM NOT TO WEAR ANYTHING.HAHAS.heh.the whole class[actually half]were laughing like hell.today was boring.im feeling crazily bored.my darling helping me type.heh.sigh.nothing much to say though.pigusai.

yesterday

went to macs with fangying and denise.heh.it was really a "long summer" there.we were retardedly studying.like as if we will study.we did the class tee though.my darling is timing me now.pftt.[cheryl:hazels typing skills are horrible like shit.]heh.my typing skills are failing me.
then we went to sakae sushi to have our lunch.hahas.we were practically the only ones who were gobbling up our food.then,fy went off first.heh.wnt home after that.had to coach my sis in her chinese.pleASE.MY CHINESE IS WORSE THAN MY SIS.*Crawl away and dies*

my darling is nagging by my ears.pftt.alright.gtg.

ilovelimited(:

[darling took 8 mins 21 secs to type this.-cheryl]pftt.wadeva,cheryl.

2005-04-25T18:20:00.000+08:00

heh.reached school at 8.30 today.that stupid security guard booked.pftt.2 demerits le.
damn.had stomachache tis morning.hahas.that's why i was late..i was prac crawling to school.
so that i will miss pe.luckily i missed it.phew.saved me from running((:

as usual, math is driving me mad.pftt.i must study hard le.
cannot slack lah((:hahas.
made promise with huiwei de.
we talked about some things(obviously secrets)yupp.and let it all out.all the pain and stress.

'breathe in...............and out.'
hahs.we felt much better though.
good thing i didnt crash and smash things.heh.

met cherie on the train.and obviously,we talked.and i gave her my cheeky smile.*grins*
she likes huiwei.pftt.dun like me.and the stupid reason she gave is that both of them are trackers and im a hocker.pftt.*crawls away and dies*

this is for you:
see what you've done to everyone.
didnt u realise that uve been such a flirt?
thought u hate liars but look who's talking now.
i cant believe i trusted you.
i dun care anymore.im not going to think bout you.
but i hope u know wad u have been doing to other ppl.
u are also lying to urself.ask yourself.u think u are really happy doing all these stuff and go around flirting?i reckon

sigh.things have been going against me these days.thought that i cldnt hold on any onger.but i know HE is going to teach me how to get a grip of myself.and i will be strong,i promise.
no matter what,HE will always be by my side.i know.*amen*

all i need is my friends,my family and to study hard and HIM.

Gtg.huiwei,hold on there tight.yupp((:

i love HIM.

2005-04-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

im sick.temperature check:38.5 shit.my throat hurts,my head too.
still went to school today.
history retest was a cheat:\hahs.hmm.it's not right actually.
the train was delayed today.i got a fright.lol.it stopped suddenly.
i almost fall on the poor girl standing behind me.lol.
good thing i didnt squash her.hahas.

drama was a wreck.it was hilarious though.hahs.
i bet i was soft.i was straining my voice but still as soft.i feel like shit.
im glad it was over.lol.

after that,fangying,denise and i went to the basketball court.i didnt play though.i was too tired and sick.ppft.
so,i went to sit on under the umbrella and stared into blank space.i was thinking about alot of things which had alr passed.tears just welled up in my eyes.but i fought them and closed my eyes.so that i wun have to think so much.

went to graffiti cafe after that.my tummy was grumblibg like hell.*groans*
i gobbled up my food and went home hurriedly.told my mum 6.30 bt i reached home at 7.
and of course,i got a "small" lecture from her lahh.pftt.

"im trying to forget but it seems so hard to get you out of my life.i guess everything will be fine but nothing can mend my heart.ever.im not trying put on a fake smile.it's just that i thought that i could be happy if i continue to smile."

it describes my feelings now.yupp.i guess i will be fine.im mugging hard for mid years.
so stressed up.*diediedie* i need concentration.argh!!

got to go for the the tablet pc thingy tmr in school.pftt.

god bless you and me((:

2005-04-13T19:40:00.000+08:00

today was tiring.
had literature test today.It was tough.*faints*
actually it was the first question only lahh.=\

during lunch,i slept in class cos running fever again.*faints again*
i slept like pig de.one of my legs was on a chair.so obsecne.=\
i was fooled.my friends were like shouting in my ears"good morning mrs lim."
den i woke up, so blurr looking.and constance took a picture when i was sleeping.walao.so malued.=\

joined pankhurst for house practice.played basketball.AGAIN.ive been playing it everyday.
peichun joined in.she so damn cheekorpek okay.she pulled down my pants.
=p disguisting fellow.deni tried pulling hers down too.but she tied hers.pouts.

went home with peichun and lisa.(finally i got ur name lisa)
hahas.we talk and talk and talk all the way.it was quite interesting though.
stupid peichun go slap me.walao.slap her back.
then when we got down the bus,i kept laughing until i was like almost down the road.heh.
cos lisa said find sum1 like peichun.hahas.

we went to eat at kfc.lisa pulled open the cover den the ice shot up.heh.it was so hilarious.
walao.den peichun go 'feed' me the burger.dunnoh how she feed de.aim at my nose.i dun eat with my nose ah.=\

den they sent me home after that.hahas.they are so nice lahh.thanks yupp=))
walao.homework.ahhh.*crawls away and dies*

im gonna give up tis time.really.

2005-04-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

heh.we had theory lesson for hockey today.hahs.mr nordin is so funny lahh..((:
it was raining so damn heavily lahh.pouts.i hate the rain.make me so wet.)):

thanks denise,fy,huiwei and xinshyan and sum other ppl.
thanks for comforting me when i cried today.
i feel like shit.why must i cry?!i hate it.
but i cldnt control my tears any longer.
i hope my mum will be fine lahh.and,shuping really knocked some sense into me.
why must i smile when im upset and heartbroken?
why must i hide behind this mask?
but u know wad?i cldnt face the pain.
it's hurting me too much till im broke down finally today.
fangying was like:"hazel,i know u are jealous."
me:"no im not.im heartbroken."
fy:"hazel,u are going to cry."
me:"no im not."
den i broke down.i felt silly.:((

got fever today.sick.mentally sick too)):
u werent there when i cried to hug me.

im sry that i forgot ur lollis.
i was late lahh.
and u didnt give me my letter.
sobs.
nvm.somemore,call me chou ren.(smelly girl)
sobs.forget it.

heard that shuping sick issit?
anyway,GET WELL SOON SHUPING.((:
get well soon to me too.

since the you day u left me lonely and cold,my life just hadnt been the same.

2005-04-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

heh.running high fever le.
walao.dun want go school tmr leh.
bt dun wanna miss out all the fun.damn.forget it.just go lah.

wah.fangying u cut short hair ah?must be so cute(like me)hahas.just kidding.
today,went to pray to my ancestors.heh.boring lah.
it's so suffocating.th smoke there is terrible lah.:\
den went to junction 8.heh.
just hang around only.so boring.
so i called denise and chatted until my hp died.

and,i saw the hillsong album today.heh.and it's the same one denise bought yesterday.
it's so nice and the songs inside are very nice also((:

heh.im feeling mentally sick oso.
i want to tell __ sumthink.
i need __in my life.
i hate to be __ friend.
i want to be sumthink more than that.
but it's never possible,i know.

running away frm reality.)):

2005-04-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

hahas.changed blog.relink me okay?
fangying helping me do the links..im a blog idiot u see.
wah.she's so nice.((:

today was horrible.history test and letter writing test falls on the same darn day.
im gonna fail my history test.i bet 1 million bucks okay.
haiya..must buck up ah hazel.((:

pouts.so much homework to do.can die de.
especially maths.im horrible at it.)):

heh.had cell meeting today at basketball court.Huiyi and franchester came back for cell too.Huiyi is so hilarious lah.and,they are my lucky charms.when they are there,i can shoot accurately de.((:then,i skipped house practice and played basketball with denise,fy,bernice,franchester,huiyi,nolle and xinling.they are so pro lah.hahas.joyene came in hot red shorts.i was like:"POWERPANK!"And everyone burst out in laughter.heh.

went home with peichun and her friend.hahas.didnt talk much lah.nothing much to talk about.
so funny.they keep calling me bt i cant hear cos i was listening to my discman.im such an idiot.
*crawls away and dies.*

okay.i want to sleep.yawns.